
This year is leading up much less stressful than last. Obvious reasons for this include the fact that I didn't just move here this summer, so I have a higher comfort level with my surroundings in general. By the same token, I have a higher comfort level with my building, its climate and culture, and my colleagues. As well, I have more prepared from the last two semesters that I can use this year, so planning has been a bit less intense. Finally, so far, commuting by bike is making my day a little bit more fun. Hey, before I go to work, I take a ride--it really seems to lower the stress. The next few weeks will bear out the real truth of this.
Now, all of this does not mean that I am on auto-pilot. As a reflective professional, I am always reviewing and re-envisioning the way I approach the materials I have to teach. It's not a matter of simply running off the same documents I used last year, with the stale script attached, but, having been through the experience before, I obviously have a clearer idea of what I will be doing and where I will be going. This is a marked difference from last year.
Sure, I have some challenges this year: a co-taught class (I've had some good and bad experience with those in the past), a new honors class to prep for, and the ever-present overwhelming desire to improve that causes me to constantly question and try to improve my choices. This last one is an asset, certainly, but it makes for a few sleepless nights and long work days in the course of the year.
But, starting tomorrow, "the game is afoot," as a colleague framed it this morning. I say, bring it on!
2 comments:
Have a wonderful school year Tony! I miss you.
You sound ready and grounded.
I'm happy to hear that your experience has amassed enough to help you significantly - what a good feeling. After seven years of hard work in developing an area of intern training, I have - for the first time this year - produced a syllabus that meets my standards for what it should be: excellent. It's a product of many years of continued work and refinement.
And the bike-riding is wonderful too! I've recently changed the route for my commute, and the difference in my stress level is striking. I can only imagine the influence of biking.
I hope you have a great year!
Anon AMVB
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